Keep thinking that there should be more of an emotional connection to Bible study, quiet time and pray sessions.
Desolate. Arid.
Have found myself looking to purchase a different vehicle these past several weeks. Just now hit me that this was an attempt to fill this void.
God just doesn't feel personal right now. Is that heresy? I know He has not moved away from me, but I have moved away from Him.
I covet (but covet in the desirous way, not the "shalt not" way) your prayers. I feel foolish for requesting a chunk of your prayer time. I know health issues, jobs for loved ones and salvation issues are much more urgent.
Epiphany- Perhaps my dilemma is caused by a focus on me. Just look at how many personal pronouns have been used in today's blog. Much too much focus on DLM.
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